...expressed...

The one

I see you watching me, looking at me with eyes that express emotions I'm not even sure exist

You see me everyday, passing by you, looking over you, waving at you and i see you too

You are waiting there, waiting for me to recognise, realise, appreciate and reach for you...yet i do none.

I just stare back at you with blind blank brown wide open eyes 

Everyday

The calamity of the situation is that i want to know you, understand you so much but i do not know it yet.

I see you watching me, looking at me with eyes that express emotions i am not even sure exist.

I stare at you sometimes, trying to perfect you in my tame restricted mind and you stare back with daring eyes then i look away as it scares me.

Days have been when i do not even want to see a glimpse of you

Yet you pull me in to just take a peep...to just see if you have reached your peak.

I have unexplainable fantasies about you, yet i do not know you 

I believe in you, describe you, and convince myself that you are the love of my life, but still I do not see you the way I am supposed to.

 I see you watching me, looking at me with eyes that express emotions i am not even sure exist

One day i will grow tired of this game i play

One day i will do one of these two...i will quit or i will do as you want.

One day

Silliness, madness, and impossibility my narcissist core shouts when i even begin to have the slightest thought of you and i being one!

You are so beautiful gorgeous...even majestic, it scares me sometimes.

I see you watching me, looking at me with eyes that express emotions i am not even sure exist.

One day i will look at you and actually see you the way you want me to see you.

One day...at the right angle...time...and place...

I will see you...perfectly

I that mirror.